One Night

[Nikki]

One Night

My hands are round your throat + we're having fun
Got a gun to my head but, the night is not yet done
I'm not gonna bother to explain the bruises, the night is still young
Drowning sorrows + trading bitter punches, I just got a lucky one

I just need to stay alive just for one night
I'll get through this cause she's on my mind
She knows that I'm gonna come out alright
I know cause she told me so the other night

My guardian angel's got my back
Last night, it died of a heart attack
I'm falling again, I got blood on my face
Sucker punch indicates a change of pace
I know she's under your skin, too
Though you don't love her, like I do

Blade sharp + thin, cold feeling against my skin
Shiny metal slicing down but, I don't feel a thing
Got my fingers burnt, you've changed + you're wrong
Feeling friendship slip away from ties that felt so strong

I just need to stay alive just for one night
I'll get through this cause she's on my mind
She knows that I'm gonna come out alright
I know cause she told me so the other night

nikki don't kill urself please babes don't

[Nikki]

Erm, this isn't about suicide, no way but, I can see why you thought that

nikki u may not think it but I will miss u and your cute little poems anyway ur putting me out of a job heheheh keep it up darling

[Nikki]

You'll miss me? Why? Where am I going? My poems are cute? Fuck, I may aswell give up now

well it says Got a gun to my head and I just don't want u 2 do tht and YES ur poems are sweet and beautiful I've got that othe r one on my wall cause it rocks

[Nikki]

Ems, have you heard of a thing called a metaphor? I didn't mean a literal gun to my head, a metaphorical one is what my intentions were

god nikki thank god I was over reacting it's just I'm a little sensitive cause I lost my friend to sometrhing similar to that but there wasnt a gun involved and this poem is gotta be published nik

[Nikki]

Well, I'd prefer if we didn't talk about suicide, thanks

ye si don't wanna talk bout it eaither I just love your poems they are just somethng and they are very very emotional but in a good way