rollercoaster
poem after poem, song after song
drawing this fucked love story as it comes along
draining my veins out as I dream, as I cry
I'm sick of this rollercoaster and I want to say goodbye
your eyes will meet mine and mine will meet yours
I want to tell you that I'm tired of standing behind shut doors
let me open one up one by one
meet you halfway there for all the expected but unexpected fun
cause I've wanted you for so long now
when do I really know that you're the one I've found
I want the sparks between us to become a raging fire
I want things to eventuate without me being a liar
cause out of all the people in these dimensions
I chose you to love with all the extentions
thoughts of you invading over everything and I love it
contact with you giving my heart painful but over excited hits
my heart belongs to you, but yours doesn't belong to me
how can I live life without you here happily
counting the stars wishing for your love, for your presence
I'm failing at this life for you and I've lost all my elegance
no one or nothing matters to me as much anymore
I've even let go of my reputation of an a-class whore
but still after all this pain I can't let you know
I can't bring you to romantic hide aways I wished we could go
I'm holding you so close but it's so far in a dream
these bloodied arms with your name ingraved arent what they seem
because you and I arent supposed to have anything to do with each other
but it's too bad we do, emotions so strong I could explode so run for cover
round and round ill keep spinning
I've always loved this rollercoaster so it's always you winning
but for once won't you stop and let me get off this ride
let me stand face to face with you, with no emotions to hide
let these dreams become reality and please, let me just tell you
I'm dizzy and tired in this game designed for two
I loved it for too long and now I don't want to come along
retrieve my heart back, see the meaning in everyone else with a smack
poem after poem, song after song
out of our silence it today you told me, your love for me was ever so strong
I sent this one to daisy, then decided to post it. it's sorta screwed that one
